About a couple weeks ago, a rather frustrating day came my way, as event upon event had me in tears by the evening. The social world seemed to remind me that I am, indeed, an outsider within the place I have always called home.
Luckily, Southern Utah Wilderness Alliance came to be my savior and freed me from such terrible thoughts and reminded me what really is important to me. Chris Noble, a highly acclaimed photographer, presented some of his works and also words at the Chris mill at the Tracy Aviary as part of the motive to save southern Utah (you can check out www.suwa.org). His pictures he shared were those of southern Utah along with pictures of the rest of the earth. I found his photographs beyond explanation and they seemed to ignite something within me and touch the bottom of my soul. I sat in awe and even began tearing up like believer during a sermon.
I do not claim belief in one all-knowing god who is, seemingly, very patriarchal, nor do I do so for revelation and prayer, but I can be a witness of the sensation I get when in nature and free from the noose of society and its constant strains.
The thrill as my feet swiftly glide, one after another on my favorite running trails.
The tranquility as I transcend a trail among the red rocks, green alpine or lush jungle.
The lift of my spirit as I sit in solitude observing the grace and beauty of the earth.
The peace as I lie under the stars and moon, contemplating the mysteries of the universe.
The rush as the rapids move me along the river.
The connection as my hands make contact with the earths' rocks and I climb upwards.
The stillness I feel as I see the sun slowly set spreading an illuminating orange across the earth.
and the list goes on and on.
This came as relief to be reminded that even if I lack the feeling of acceptance by my own culture, nature always offers its open palm and endless adventure. For in nature, judgement never survives.
Utahns, you live on one of the most spectacular pieces of land. Take advantage of it. Because I am this summer.... WHooooo Summer 14. Join along, if you'd like. ;)
“I faced in myself a passionate and tenacious longing--to put away thought forever, and all the trouble it brings, all but the nearest desire, direct and searching. To take the trail and not look back..Let the rest of mankind find me if it could.” - John Haines
