Angst

I have have been having these random days in the past little while of having a lot of angst.
I am scared.
I am scared to go back to Provo to have to grow up.. To have to deal with the dominating religion there.
I am scared to have to restart my life.
Scared of stress. Scared of people. Scared of having to pretend and hide my secrets. Although it my sound a bit quaint, I am scared of my family, my friends.... Cross country.

I honestly dont know what has gotten into me. But, let's just say that it is not exactly comfortable.
M.c Kenna